Sunday, December 14, 2008, 6:09 AM
the bullshit-ness of missing someone
to let go isnt to forget, not think about, or ignore.
it doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
letting go isnt winning and its isnt losing.
its not about pride and its nit about how you appear.and
its not observing or dwelling on the past.
letting go isnt blocking memories, hurt or sadnessits not giving in or giving up.
letting go isnt about loss. and its not defeat.
to let go is to cherish memories.
but to overcome and to move on.it is having an open mind and confidence in the future.
letting go is accepting.
it is learning and experiencing and growing.
to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laughmade you cry and made you grow.
its about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain.
letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strentgh to keep moving.
letting go is growing up.
it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
to let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and to set yourself free
God knows how much i miss you, i miss your voice, your care, your TRUST, your TEARS, your texts, your calls, your GOOD MORNINGS. i miss your stares, i miss everything about you. i know acting cool is bullshit. but this is the only thing left for me to stay in touch with you. i can only love you just being your friend and it sucks having my words, my thoughts and my feelings unspoken.
I LOVE YOU if i could just tell you...
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