Fade, fade into the darkness.

have you ever experienced that your are INVISIBLE??you are there but someone you least expected made you feel that your not part of the world.. ahhh.. i know...im not part of "that someones" world....i got it...okay....

i wish i have friends here with me.. physically and emotionally

i need higher dose of my drugs.. ive been maitaining my medicines but still i have my relapses.. it seems that medicine cant cure or prevent this.. transferring school perhaps..?! or im thinking about running away and never come back..

they say that running away or drinking liquor wont make any of these better. paglumayo ka at nagpakalasing its still the same.. yung problema mo problema parin.. but its the only option i have to escape this hellish pain... THE ONLY OPTION they prefer me to have IM GETTING TOO EMOTIONAL!! and i hate it!!!

im weak.. happy?? sige na please tama na... i cant endure these depression any longer.. HINDI KO NA KAYA KAYANIN ITO..

before its always easy to smile than to explain why... but now?? even smiling,, even a fake smile i no longer know how to... it pains me to smile, to laugh...

oh god.... im so depressed..im so sick... heal me fast.. heal me tonight....

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